夜に色々なことを考えるのはちょっと悪いな。 All the bad thoughts come out. All the toxic thoughts emerge. Tonight's episode is brought to you by my drawing insecurity! I had a wonderful day with J. A nice run where he was so patient with my excruciatingly slow pace, a nice lunch that he cooked for me, a lil' nap, some mix brownie baking... It was a wonderful day. I'm glad to have spent it with him. Then came nighttime. I drew something that crossed my mind earlier today, altho not quite how I wanted it, I was pretty happy with the results. I showed it to him, and... I suppose there was lesser reaction to it, albeit some. I mean, I'm probably being greedy and unreasonable. It's probably just me being insecure and unreasonable. I don't like feeling like this. And I think it's a totally different matter from above. You know, I think I realised something quite a while back, but never really put into words. But I think I'll attempt today. I love hugging people. Friends, fami...