月の下

Reading people's deep posts or blogs or what not, listening to people talk deep stuff, just makes me feel so bad inside cus I feel so darn stupid in comparison. I should stop looking. I mean, I know I'm stupid but, damn it. I've tried so hard in my life to not be stupid yet here I am, still dumb af. Sigh.

No matter what I do or try, I'm still in the wrong anyway. No matter what I say, it's all taken with doubt anyway. What's the point anymore. Then, there's the deep-rooted insecurity I feel towards him. Don't even respond to my texts, which honestly sounds ridiculous but I makes me feel as if he's just not interested. Probably just different ways of communications, I know. But it sucks. I hate texting him. I hate talking to him. It makes me feel horrible and unwanted. Screw it all. I'm not going to bother anymore.